Man
Dear friends,
Oh this one isn’t going to be nice, this one is going to offend some of you. Some you might even think I am talking about you, and let me be direct with you, I am. As today ladies and gents I am going to be talking about men, and how annoyed, angry and fed up with everything. The question as always is how did we get here?
It’s funny to me that I saw a TikTok a few months ago that was the perfect sum of what I am feeling at the moment, and some of my friends are feeling also. It is also crazy to me, it has been 20 years since I stopped lying to myself and I said, you know what, I am sexually attracted to men. It’s sad to say that 20 years later I really hate that decision. Which is why some people need to know it's not a choice, because my god these men suck!
We all know the stereotypes of men out there. Lack of communication, lack of saying how they truly feel. Thinking that some things are a waste of time, only thinking of the sexual. You know all the lines. Which is why I know I am not like any of these people. For one simple reason, common sense. I know when to shut the fuck up, and when something needs to be said. Knowing that doing something doesn’t make you more or less than a man. However, too many of these limp dick fuckers have to determine what that means. Apparently, growth is not a thing people can do. I mean, the men running countries are creeping close to what happened 100 years ago.
I’m not here to talk about the world, I am here to talk about my world, AKA gay world. For those of you who are not in the LGBTQIA+ family, this world isn’t any better. Racist, homophobia and misogyny all exist here. It’s like there is some hierarchy of the better gay. When the truth is too many are just straight closeted guys, who enjoy a cock in them, as simple as that. All this is getting long. Too many acting like, oh that’s not who I am, or let me be like that guy, because that is working for him. Yes, keep doing that, it's going to work out for you. All I’m saying is there are way too many sheep, and not many turned on people.
One of the ways people think that or similarly (however you want to put it) is the amount of sex they have. As a gay man, you know I should be shagging guys every other day. That’s what I’m meant to do. Hell, what you would be doing as a heterosexual is sex right? Well I don’t. WOW shock horror! Yeah some people have standards, and actually like to know the people they're putting their penises into. Which is why, I had two men try to gaslight me into believing we had sex. One I did once, but he decided to tell me we did it 3 times. I did not. They tried to tell me I’m lying and he knows it was three. I know it wasn’t three. I kept a list (easy to track for sexual health) and his name appeared once. As to what happened at the time, it was good. Simple. While the other, I had spoken to him on a diffrent site ages ago, but seems to think just becuase you recognize my face, means we fucked.
What is going on here? Well I simply put it down to racism. All niggers look a like! If you’ve shagged one with glasses, they all must be the same. I could be wrong, but the fact I’ve had people I’ve not even met tell me the same thing, it must be that. Let me tell you, I’m one of very few faces out there as black guy, on these gay sites. So it tracks.
While another guy thought he could just mess about with my time. As it was nice to meet someone who was nice, charming and attractive. Sadly they are SOOOO busy I never got around to meeting them again. Which in itself is annoying, because if you are trying to date, and to get into a relationship, you would make that somewhat a priority. Sadly not. All I got was, when my life slows down we can meet again. What the fuck am I meant to do with that? I meant to wait around for you to fit me into your life? Fuck that noise! When I don’t know what you are doing in that time, sucking and fucking like it’s not big thing. Nah mate, you get back to me when you have time, and see where I’ll be and if I have time for you.
Then the next batch of losers, are the guys who think just by talking about things means I'm dating them. I’ve had a couple of these recently, where I've just talked about things I like to do, and then suddenly get hit with, we can do that together. Sure, forward thinking, but when they start acting like we’re dating it gets weird. Just like they guy who kept on using, we and us, when I hadn’t even met him. When I brought this up with a few of the more saner men, there are a lot of people who do this kind of behavior to others as well.
As you can guess I am rather angry about things, and I think it’s time I acknowledge that emotion more. As this whole thing with men does make me so angry sometimes, I can even see straight. People ignoring me, hitting on you one day, then the next blanking you. Then don’t even get me started with the people who think they are better than others. Being femme is bad, you must be masc, and must have a cock, to be a man! Sorry love, we all suck cock, and most of us take it up the arse, you’re not better than anyone else. Just because you hide it, because you're too pussy, to be out and proud. I am going to tell you a little secret. If you’ve not been seen with a woman, and your almost 50/60 people know you you’re a fag! Hope that helps. Same goes to the married men, who don’t have sex with their wives, and claim to be bi, and don't have sex with other women. Bitch you’re gay!
What I am going to be doing is continue to be a mean ass bitch, because the bitch needs to come back. I am so annoyed with everything. I am through being kind to these men. If you’re going to send me pics of your ass and cock, blocked. Also, the guys who come back with, no thank you, when I said, hey hows you? I called him a loser, and blocked him because all I said was hi when he said, he was looking for friends and people into video games. It’s time for me to elevate myself to a position where I know I am smarter than most. If these men have fuck boy tattics, I am not going to fuck with them.
When I think about my relationship with men currently, I think my prospects don’t look good. Am I ok with being single for a while, and maybe the rest of my life? Yes I am, because all of these shenanigans going on, it’s not for me. I like cool, calm, collected people. Not these rushed, can’t remember who or what I’ve done types. What’s worse, they expect people to all be the same. I realised I used to say no judgement, but I realised I need to be judging some people a lot more, which is what I’m going to do. Not because I think I’m better, because some people’s actions need to be looked at, judged and studied. Do I think I’m perfect, no, but I’m better than most. Simple because I remember men are still people, and not a thing to put your dick into to get off.
Xo FabEs
